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pernah x anda blurr kt ats stage msa contest pape?hurm..i experienced it once.waa...mahal tau pengalaman tu.sgt mahal..x ternilai.not everyone feels it.fear factor...xde org nk kn bnda ni happen in their lifetime.well,satu nasihat drp sy,jgn cuba bnda ni scra sengaja.i did it unintentionally.
okay.story nye mcm ni,msa sy was schooling kat MRSM Kuala Lipis(Kole Lepih) dulu,i was da presenter dlm elocution contest(pidato B.I).tuk peringkat zon.msa form 2 and form 3.msa sy form 2,MRSMKL termasuk dlm zon timur.so,among da MRSM time tu ialah MRSM Jeli(sbg tuan rumah),MRSM Pasir Tumboh,MRSM Kuala Krai and few more MRSMs yg sy x igt.
pepun,sblm lg pnjg crta,thanks a lot to Sir Vernon Daim utk sgla tnjuk ajar and be patient enough for all my "karenah".
msa form 2 tu, i did it well except yg part spontaneous tu,i failed coz sy x dgr ckp Sir Vern.he told me so many times tuk bt script awl2 tp disebabkn kedegilan sy yg x bertempat lgsg,and plus mlas plus ntah pape je confident msa tu,i ckp kt sir yg i can create the script spontaneously msa kt atas stage nti.waa..bodoh sombong btul la aizum ni(skrg bru nk nyesal kn).pas hbs part spontaneous tu,i turun stage n cried so much..thanks a lot Azirah,Sir Vern and Fuad Deen sbb comfort me time tu.huhu..ok..as a result, i dpt la wat blk trofi for 1st runner up(2nd place)..ish nyesal tul..blk kampung,kna la bebel ngn Abah plak...
and msa form 3,i amik la lessons drpd peristiwa tahun lepas tu kn.so,i was ready for the contest.Sir Vern pn dh letak all his trust on me.sy pn dh agk confident tp berdebar2 gk coz msa tu bertanding peringkat zon barat.sume MRSM hebat2 msa tu.MRSM Kuching pn ada and their presenter was a girl,form 2,i can't remember her name.dia first place peringkat kebangsaan tahun sblm tu.tp msa tu sy confident tau yg sy akn dpt bt yg terbaek.
but u know what guys,i was really(10 times) ashamed.lpas i bid good morning je,i was blurred.i can't remember even a single word from my script yg sy dh berlatih so many2 times.i apologized kat audience then i turun stage with my face basah ngn tears.sy xtau knp bley jd smpi mcm tu.tp yg pasti, i tgk tau muka budak MRSM Kuching tu msa sy naik kt ats stage.i terus blurred walaupn msa tu x berdebar lgsg.maybe i was so scared.
sume audience tgk sy trun dr stage and of course,terkejut la kn.ada judge yg dtg tnya Sir Vern either sy nk try another time or not but trust me guys,i can't remember the script anymore after that.i surrendered dgn rela hatinya.Sir Vern,i'm so sorry.sy tau sy dh byk kali mntak maaf.tp rsnya msih blum mpu nk compensate ngn all ur effort.u r so sweet Mr.Vern.sume my friends cuba men'comfort'kn sy.i really appreciated that.thanks my friends.
to Sir Vern,wlaupn peristiwa ni dh lma jadik,but i hope someone much better than me has compensated my lost.am i a looser?can u feel what i felt?
